February 2011
14 posts
God, I do feel like shit.
January 2011
28 posts
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truth hurts.
I know I will always be second best, and that you don’t really want me; yet I let you continue with your ways.
Watchfunniest cat video ever. it made my whole day.
There’s so much to say; but I live in the shadow of my silence.
“To be one who gets it, you have to admit that you don’t get it.”
– Jeff Mercurio’s Theory.
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Thundersnow, it should be like this more often.
The weather is mixed. Thunder and snow. Sounds like my kind of dark winter storm.
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best tv show ever is modern family.
I am cold both outside and in. Its the inside that terrifies me; for the glass cotes what I want to be free. But glass, it shatters and breaks in shards with jetted edges.
I don’t need you, but I want to need you.
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i am a self-sabotager.
confession: i kinda wanna sleep with a psychologist.
Gatorade is the only thing keeping me alive. God I hate being sick.
Red Glass
Stop the reflection.
I don’t want to see, this mirror is hell;
Each look is another stick of the needle; I can see the blood escaping from the blue veins.
Please, let me disappear;
I need to strike the glass, spread out from the center of my reflection; distorting the image of my being.
This shred of glass, I’ll tint it red.
tomorrow im buying a composition notebook just to put my thoughts in. no one reads it. not even me. ill write but not read til the whole book is full.
I’d rather watch you cut me, then watch you cut yourself.I’ll take the pain, i’ll lose the blood, i’ll keep the stitched up scars.
Just keep your heart beating, and your soul alive.
When I am in your absence, I have no purpose. I am not real. I am not useful. I am not who i am.
I need you, depend on you, thrive on you; you and your being.
With the trees outlined in snow; and the fire aflame beside me,
I realize how much these days make me feel alone.
Ohh i am so cold without your arms around me.